…you want to grow back down again
Do you have such days?
The days that you wish you could be like 10 years old again. When tons of grown ups took care of all worries and problems for you. You didn’t even know you had them. They just protected you from everything that was not for kids to take care of.
You could just play all day and well, go to school some days too of course. But when you were that young, not even school was hard. Not for me at least.
I did enjoy those young years before the world got bigger than my little childish world were almost everything was fun and safe.
As a grown up you never have vacation from the hard parts of life. Yes I know, hard times can give you strength and wisdom. But does life have to go on and on with worries and problems constantly showing up as soon as you feel the slightest bit of aaahhh, no I can relax for a minute or two.
We all have our things that bothers us, but I still wish I could feel totally like a ten year old kid again just for a second. I need that kind if rest. I need vacation from my head sometimes. My head constantly spinning thoughts and eventually I get dizzy when too many things are contradicting.
But, this is just one of those days and they don’t come everyday, so this will pass.
Have a great day!