Ritu’s post Dark mornings and our talk in the comments there made me do this drawing.
What do you say about such alarm clock?
I wish I had one like that some days. But not every day. I like my work and I actually like early mornings too. But the time between sleep and awake are so nice so it takes time for me to like the awake state.
I’m wining today for the sake of nature. I am perfectly healthy and have nothing to complain about really. But today I found out once again that our authorities that’s supposed to protect nature don’t give a da__ about nature. They are too busy helping people that wants to destroy nature.
When you try to tell the authorities that they been cheated on they don’t pretend to hear. They move on and the rest of us too. But Mother nature can’t defend her self in this matter. She can’t rely on our authorities and when people try to speak up no one that can really make a change and correct the wrongness will listen. They rather sleep on their watch.
This is reality in my area sad enough. I’m sorry to say we won’t be able to participate in the Save the planet movement. We’re too hanged up on helping the wrong people.
I can’t believe I’m writing this in the year of 2017 when we all should now so well what we should do instead of destroying nature.
Thanks to art I can get a little tiny bit even by drawing my reaction to my experience today. And no, I’m not surprised about the outcome this time, it was so written in the stars long time ago. They’re just sad little people who think they are bigger than nature and laws. I don’t want to trade places with them ever.
But I do want to save nature, so that I will keep on doing.
There’s been a lot of Save Trosa nature time lately, so I miss you all. I haven’t found the time to visit your blogs and I so want to do that. I want to know what you’ve been up to 🙂
So, I’m gonna find some new energy and joy and then I will be back with some fun news instead of this wining.
Have to get up early tomorrow. The sky’s gonna look almost the same at 5 am something tomorrow. We don’t have many dark hours at this time of the year. I like it, but it’s difficult to go to sleep when it looks like daytime outside.
I work night shifts right now. When I’m at sleep! It’s frustrating but also efficient.
When I go to bed I have no trouble going to sleep, but in the middle of the night my work shift start. Says my brain.
The brain is full awake, working and trying to solve problems, that I don’t really need to solve in the middle of the night.
But my brain thinks it’s an excellent time for working at problems. Especially problems that don’t need to be solved.
It’s really weird. My brain wants to work and I want to sleep so I don’t have to feel tired in the morning when the world around me expect me to go to my real work.
At that time my brain has gone to sleep finally and have very little interest in waking up. My brain says I’ve already solved every problem. I know for a fact that’s not true. So I get up and get to work where my real work is and where people’s real problems are that they want my help to solve.
It might sounds like me and my brain doesn’t agree on this night shifts thing. And yes, it is frustrating with work in the middle of the night. But the good thing is that my brain solves problems and leave the night shifts with a good feeling.
The times problems are not solved I wake up and I know I don’t have to worry about unsolved problems from night shifts. They don’t come back, they vanish and my brain invent new problems to solve in the next shift.
Is this making me weird? Probably! But I have never been anything near “normal”. I tried for about forty years to find out how to be “normal”. Then I gave up and found out it was much more fun being weird me 🙂
But I could do without the night shifts right now. I’m ok though, the shifts doesn’t last that long. I get enough sleep, so I can’t complain really.